Thanks Sammi

Tomorrow is Mothers' Day.My mom,sister and i went shopping yesterday.At first the plan was, my mom was to suppose to buy her own present as we had exams and had to study.Then she started,"Not sincere one.So pathetic i have to buy my own present.Fine,i go buy my present alone.Shop alone." I felt a little guilty,so Feli and i accompanied her to buy her present.Now, im glad to say i got my mom a present.A rather expensive one though,RM288.An EYE massager,which burnt a hole in my pocket.Obviously my mom had to pay some and my sisters chipped in.Well,only one of them.The other one just chipped in RM18.Damn.Not even 10% out of the price.But as my mother said,it is the thoughts that count.Seeing Feli,just be glad with what she gave.My mom and i was making fun of her,it is difficult to even get 10 cents out of her,let alone RM18.So be grateful.So,hmm,cant do much about it.

Today,Sam smsed me at around 9,saying i am so busy studying,neglecting her and never sms her for 2 days.But actually, at the same time i wanted to sms her,but was rather scpetical as i didnt want to disturb her.Then we started chatting about stuff,Mothers Day,exams and studies.Starting talking about this thingy called Epilator,this hair remover,which god knows what is it.I was blur,"Why did you want something to remove your hair(thinking about the hair on top of our hair not the one on the body).If you want to remove hair,cant you just cut(shaving was another choice)?Then she explained to me what it actually was.Opps,my mistake,cant help it,i never knew much about removing hair.

I also told Sam that i had this new blog,but didnt want to tell her the website.No use reading this blog,it would only make you more depressed,Sam.Duh!Read the blog name,how comforting can it get?Only one word goes through the mind,"DEPRESSING",and you are damn right about it.Then she sent me this message,

"Dear god,please hear my prayer.I want the recipient of this message to behappy always even if it means shortening my life.Because i would never want to see her unhappy.She made me feel special,loved and cared for and i look back again and realize this cruel world was worth living after all.She might not know how much she means to me but i just want her to have your blessings in life.Even when the whole world is against her,i need your help to whisper these words into her heart:Sam might not understand what you are going through but when you need a shoulder to cry on,she'll offer hers and cry along with you.God,keep this a secret among us coz even if you dont tell her,i know she still realizes how much I LOVE HER.Amen."

I felt so touch.If i could, i just wanted to go to her house and hug her and never let go,but unfortunately that is not possible.I was in a mood to show my affection and started messaging all this message to her,expressing how i really felt,which Sam felt touched to and wanted to cry.

I dont know how to express my feeling and gratitude, Sam.All i can say is,"Thanks Sam.I really needed it.You made my day.I <3 YOU."