I guess in life there always will be disappointment.No one life can be perfect.No one could win everything.There's always ups and downs.

Somehow i just feel disappointed that i didn't get what i wanted.Fine.Maybe i was not so eager or desperate to get it.But i did put in the effort.I can't help to feel disappointed and anger rising inside me.I just feel pissed.Maybe this certain someone did contributed to it subconciously.And maybe it's also i know that i can't get my scholarship(JPA) based on my SPM results,since i bloody screwed up the papers.And my hopes for getting straight A1's diminished the day i ended my SPM.

I admit I am skinny.When went to white river rafting in Sabah,the current was so strong that i could not even stand on the water.I kept tripping.The guy in charged had to hold me and dragged me over to the mmiddle of the stream.I know i was light but not that light.

But Sabah was fun.It was cold at least.When i came back to KL,it was hot hot hot all over again.