As school is coming to an end, everything is just changing so drastically.It is obvious everyone is changing,maybe it is just the exam stress,maybe it is just temporary,it will be over after the exams are over.*Hopefully* The chances of things to stay the same as the old times are fading,i am losing confidence in it.

Everyone is a hyprocrite.All of us are.The only difference is whether it is in a good way or in a bad way.Some would pretend to be friend and later backstabbed you.While some,in a good way,would always put up a nonchalant,pretending that everything is alright,while there is something inside waiting to burst out to not burden the others.They would hid their feelings,and remain their composure.

I am just tired.Pretending on the surface that nothing happened when there is practically a war going inside me.I need to let it out,but whats the use?As Jill said,'Dont burden other people!They already have so many things in mind,the least you could do is not to add to the pile.' I just could not agree more.Everyone is going through the same phase.So what makes me different?

I just have to hope i have the will to survive this hurdle.