Saturday, July 15, 2006

Is it just me or what?

My sleep has been a rather disturbing one lately.Waking up still feeling tired.Goodbye dreamless nights.Bad dreams/nightmare has been occuring.I feel so lethargic everyday.Is this what they call stress?Or is it just a normal thing?

Thing are not what they seem on the surface.Doesnt mean they dont say anything,doesnt mean there is nothing happening.There might be a tornado or tsunami happpening inside them,while on the surface they are as calm as water.Nevertheless,in their heart they know there are a bunch of friend which they can lean on and count on when they need it.Struggling in this period of time is not important,it is getting through it that's important.

Everything seems so near.Time just flies by,not waiting for everyone.While some people are using time as though it is the last day,there are still some people who just can't find enough time.Sometimes,it just feel like you are being pushed into this big lake by someone,and you can't swim.You are struggling but there is no one to help or save you.While some people tend to or suppose to save you,all they could do is look,thinking that you can save yourself, while you sink in deeper,deeper and "plunge!",but indirectly they are contributing to it,and not forgetting they themselves too,not knowing their own abilities.

Don't try to decipher any of this.It shall stay and remain in this blog.

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