It's all about being right although she is wrong.It's always about keeping her face,although she knows that is not that point.It is about covering the truth and spreading the rumors.Always about making yourself look right all innocent while actually you are not.It is always about sabotaging,backstabbing and bitching.How can someone has so many flaws yet dont feel ashamed of it?Feeling no remorse over whatver you have done,yet can be thick face enough the put the blame on others,pointing your fingers on some other people,acting as if it was not your fault at all.Never in my life have i seen such a person,and regretfully im telling you,you are sad.You are such a hypocrit,people around you will become one too.Going around,whining to everyone,twisting the whole story to your benefit.You had the benefits of the doubt,as they only know one side of the story.But if you choose to do so,i am hopeless and helpless but to say,I'm sorry,but you are sad.You are bringing misery into people life,how i hope you never walk into my life,never cross my path,deleting you from my life would be the happiest thing i could do and never left a single footprint.
IF the teachers can say you are wrong,you cant be far away from wrong.You are definitely not right.Yet you make it sound as if you are right.Making me look bad,twisting the story,is the only thing you could do,as you know you are wrong.Spreading rumors about me,saying how pathetic you were.They bought it and i congrats you.Coming to me,talking to me as if nothing happened.The sorry and normal talk was just an act,so unconciously you can poison me behind my back and i dont even know what is happening,even though i already half poisoned.Eff you,you are causing misery.If it is me alone never mind,but stay out of my friends.I am on this cliff,being shove by you. and I would go through hell with you,if you try somemore.And you would not be a nice scene,as the Chinese proverb,'Never offend a woman'.
You contributed a little.A L-I-T-T-L-E.And you want to make a big deal out of it?You think contributed alot?Now i tell you,people have help more than you,and they arent even in the committee,so why are you in then?Should i demand a switch?Damn right i should.I see no reason why i shouldnt.Nevertheless you did help me,and i would like to say a Thank You.You helped loads with the backdrop.And many people liked it.But it is a bloody different story.There is no such thing as credit transfer here.One thing is one thing,you can just say because i help this this this then i want to do that that that.There is no such thing.And yes,you actually were allowed to be in the committee again,but teacher say no.So what does this proves?Only you know best.
I am stressed,tired and pissed.Signs of being a bitch.And you have to give extra kick.I have been stressed out for two bloody weeks.Teachers' Day,Prefect Gathering and Speech Day,which used to be a day to have fun and enjoyed is not only what i am feeling.STRESSED AND TIRED OUT filled the whole week up.I have been missing classes too.Even my monitor knows.Yes,my grades are above averages,but still?That doesnt mean i no need to go into class.Thanks to some smart people,which i wonder how she aggregate jobs,making herself sound as if she was right and fair.I had to do the bloody backdrop for two events,plan the games for two events,preparing the things needed.This week,backdrop,which Im really sorry,i could not careless,gave the job to Farah,giving out the ceritificates,practicising going out stage,arranging them,checking them and numbering them.At one point,i had to be at 3 places at one time,stage,conference room and bilik seni.Hello,im a human i cant possibly be at 3 places at one time.Dont be ridiculous.
She wanted to complain when she just tied the ribbons,whoa,i cant live without her.So people like Lavy,Nelly,Sasha,Jill and LiLi are what?Please.If you want to compare,you are not even 10%,and i think i gave you too much credit too.Please la,you have not right to say anything people whoever who helped me?Jill did loads and you have not right to say she didnt.Buzz off.She definitely did way more than you.Loads more.
You had to go tell everyone that i scolded you in front of the whole class.Hello?During moral class,i doubt if even half the class,heard the so-called-scoldings.And i think the half the class you heard,dont even think it was a scolding,they thought it was a normal conversation.Even hazel said so,and she is the soft type.People who heard think you are over sensitive and everyone are shocked they you actually made such a small thing into a big deal.And now people,prefects and students think im the bad guy,while you are the poor little princess who got scolded terribly.Thanks alot to you.Not only that,people are also saying,"I better do this before she starts to scold me for not doing anything." Bloody hell.Whats you problem?Get a life.If you are that desperate for the jobs,which i think a few teachers are thinking that way too,just tell me,i would gladly give it to you.This job is not the most enjoyable job there is.
I'm glad i have friends who i can lean on during this period and sad to say,i doubt you have any real one.So just want to say,"I'm Sorry"
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