F*** everything. Why did she go? Why did they said all those stuff? Is she brainwashed? WHY?WHY?WHY? Screw everything!

Whatever i thought was the past is resurfacing again. FUCK!

* Sorry for the vulgar language.But i guess these are the few words that actually express everything clearly

Happy Duan Wu Jie to everyone!!also known as Happy Dumpling Day!!ring any bells?

I am not a big fan of dumpling.I just dont really like it.My college mates call me sad...haha...they say i dont eat at all after seeing how picky i am.BUt ya i eat loads, just not some certain small portion of stuff.My mom asked me to go buy dumpling seeing tat it is kinda pathetic to not have any dumpling on this day. She 'zha' me when i told her excitedly that today was Duan Wu Jie.Damn potong stim.She was said i know long so long already.I was like haha,i knew it 2,3 hours ago after receiving a fowarded msg.At first i was wondering what was Duan wu jie,the first thing came to my mind was mooncake.but i thought it was in August,so definitely not.Thank god i have a sister.I asked her what duan wu jie was in english.She gave me a puzzled look.Great!that makes two blur people.But suddenly she jumped out of the chair and telling some story about the history of this festival.She even went to find the book to ascertain her story.Am i that bad?!Well, i am convinced that many people who are worst than me.*hint hint* =p That i messaged serene.she started to tell me about all the dumpling there is.We then shifted to mooncake and now 'tong yuen'.she was tellin all kind of variety of these foods.*blink blink*I seriously didnt know there was so many kinds.I thought there was only one kind.=s Now i feel dumb.

College started one week ago.Chem assignment is done.Now one more to go,Physics.And the sayonara assignment.*phew* Mid year exams results are all out.Well i did quite well in it.Sam too!!*cheers* Life isnt as hectic yet, but i guess soon it would be worse.

I was glad that we had a meet up last friday.It was nice sharing and talking,although i said the least but ya i was glad that we were together, boozing.Wait!only 3 of them booze while i look!How nice! We shared loads of stuff. At least i know what is happenning after being so blur for such a long time.I gotta admit im so outdated on their lives.=s

The last few days of my holidays was a blast.On Thursday i went with D to MV.Well going with her only wasnt the plan but it went well, except the part where she became too obsessed over bowling.I usually only have one max 2 games but we played 3 games.At first she wanted to play somemore, thank god her dad needed her to leave to go her aunty house *phew* save by the dad. My hand felt like it was gonna break off soon. Gotta admit though,compared to the last time i saw her play, from a total noob she did improve alot.Haha, at least she was aiming more for the pins then the gutter *smirk*. Shrek 3 was quite good.It sucked only when we had to sit the front row as it was almos full.Out of despair, we took it.But it was ok, at least we saw the show. We went to Kim Gary and ate.And yes D, it is not bad!On Friday, it was Ocean 13 day.This time was with my mom.We watched Ocean 12 together too last year.Ocean is still as good as the previous one, maybe less humour, but it was still good.

SATURDAY!It was cycling day.I know it is rather odd but we did went cycling. In Shah Alam somemore.I went with CW gang. Only pathetic 5 of us, but we made the max out of it. In the morning we went USJ to find TCH.We were rather tempted to detour to SUmmit to rock climb.Well, i wanted to.I just had the urge to climb recently.But we sticked to the plan and went cycling. No regrets.We went to the argricultural park in Shah Alam. First was t'Taman Buah-buahan' which unfortunately there was no fruits at all.Pathetic not even one. There was a cactus farm there.Luckily there really were cactus.Then we went to 'taman Haiwan' if i was not mistaken. There really was animals: horses(or was it ponies or donkies?), deers, ostrich,parrot,LYK and his family(monkies) and etc...Next up was Danau Perikanan. Well, there was no fish there,so dont ask me whats with the name. There was a 'fake' ship there though.As usual, lousy maintainence, that ship was kinda run down. On the way back, we saw SK. haha! It was kinda scary though. The huge statue doesnt look lik a rabbit at all.The mouth was opened so wide.Yikes!Later we realised there was a big opening at the back.It was actually a slide.=s Dumb.And pathetic. The others started introducing to me the 'accident' spots and was explaining how it happened.It was hilarious. The cycling trip was fun but bloody tiring.Going down the slope was seriously fun but going up was a dread especially when you have cycled for hours and your feet felt a if it is gonna break soon.We were seriously dead by the end.We were drenched with our sweat.We went to grab something to eat but we were so dead that we didnt remember what we ordered.We vaguely remebered and just ate whatever was served.I wonder how the others survived but i went home.I needed to rest but i ended up watching Heroes and sleeping at 12 something.Crap!Lolz.The next time no more cycling trip,let's have other activities!

Second day of college and i felt like i have been in college since forever. The first day started with distribution of mid-year exams papers. I wont say I am discontent, neither would I say i am content (before someone starts killing me). Yet, I was doing ok I guess. Everything is on the roll again, rushing through assignments, doing loads of research. Back to the hectic lifestyle, no more lazing like the holidays. I enjoyed my holidays although it was just a mere 2 weeks.Few things happened in this short 2 weeks and I was glad everything happened as it was.

Ok this is a warning to everyone. Never try Taiwan Sausage, especially if it is extremely spicy. I do not know whether i should call myself gullible or dumb. I got persuaded into eating in. Seeing as I am the type who cant even the least spiciest stuff, example curry,laksa, anything spicy, I felt like i was dying when i ate the sausage. I kept tearing. I could not even speak and only kept drinking water. It was so spicy that my stomach reacted to it and i felt like there was a tsunami in my stomach.I wanted to puke.What shit sausage is this?!!!Actually i was surprised i even tried it,seeing that all the guys who tried it was also tearing. My gang knows I am useless with spicy food and i do not even had the guts to try anything. *sniff*Stomach still feeling funny but i'll survive *crossfinger*.

Sometimes i wonder how can people argue over a small sum of money. It is not that they cant afford it or anything. It is such a mere amount yet they cant be so reluctant.It is not that they are being cheated or lied into giving the money.Worst of all, they have agreed to it and now all they can do is complain and pretend as if nothing happened. Dont they remember the contributions, experiences, everything. How can they pretend and be so cold blooded at times?

Yay! I survived. 3 days with no contact with the outside world. No INTERNET and TV. There was my handphone, but didn’t message anyone at all, except someone from the camp. Still, it is considered no contact with the outside world. And to add to the misery, it was a 3 consecutively of Chinese with no English. It was amazing how I survived.

For the last three days I was in a camp. Wushu camp to be exact. It was conducted in Genting Permai. Unknown to many, including me, Genting Permai is actually quite near to Genting Highlands. Actually it is near Awana. I didn’t know such places existed, as usually we would just drive up to Highlands. The place was ok actually. It was an apartment. And CW was being nice. They appointed 3 people one room which I thought wasn’t the best idea as one apartment could actually fit 5 and it would be just nice. To be frank, such a spacious place plus Genting was not exactly infamous for it’s ‘unsightly incidents’, it gave me the creeps, a little. I was appointed to stay with these two teachers of all luck. How boring! But ya there was nothing I could do but to accept it. The apartment we had had 2 rooms, one with double singles and one with queen bed. And guess what, I got the master bedroom, the one with queen size bed while the two teachers took the singles and slept together. Weird right? I agree. This was because they were scared to sleep alone. *smirk*

The first day, was nothing much. We were listening to lectures which basically I could understand nuts. At night we had to watch ‘Fearless’, which reminds me of our dance at the interact installation. Seeing in the second time was seriously boring and the part where they played it in Mandarin didn’t help much. I was seriously bored and the sit was so uncomfortable. I kept fidgeting during the whole show. Lucky for me, I brought chocolates and sweets to keep me awake.

Second day was moderate. The lectures were more. Practically the whole day we were listening to lectures. And it was really hard to comprehend. Sam knows how bad is my Chinese so ya, she wont be surprised to know I suffered much and how blur and confused I was during the whole thing. Thank goodness they had this telematch, which boosted our spirits. It was fun. There was 3 groups: A, B, and C. A and C group was having a dispute. I was in B. We were being very quiet and ‘gentlemen’ while we look on the other two groups fighting each other, criticizing each other. During the telematch, my group loss anyway. The other two groups tied, much to our dismay. And started arguing again. *Sigh* TCH and I just looked and laughed. We expected to lose, seeing that we had so many sleeping partners, 5 to be exact. During dinner, they found a way to decide the winner, through counting the age of the members, which in my point of view was a weird way to decide a winner. But whatever, doesn’t concern me. So at last, the winner was decided. A group!!! It was a good thing anyway, or else Unc Tim, would never give it a rest and there would be no peace for all of us. He started to provoke the C members though. Lolz. No offense, but he was kinda childish. That night we had a program which is called ‘Star Heart Talk’. God knows how they came up with this name but it is actually a program where you confess anything. Heart to heart talk. Except everyone hears you not one person only. After so many times of attending such a program, this one was a success. A few actually said stuff, a few cried. Unfortunately I was one of the crying people. Wow! Its been years since I actually cried. But ya, I was surprised. It is not always you will see the other side of these people. Being all emotional and sharing a part unknown to all of us. Yet, it was really vague and no one could comprehend anyway. Through this heart to heart talk, I started to realize there was something, something that I have suppress so long subconsciously it was like a problem I have been avoiding so long, not willing to face it at all. I broke down. I just felt so pressured. Serene and SL broke down too. Then we left that place and had our own talk. It was a relief to let out everything though. And I got to know someone better.

Third day was the most exciting and fun day. We went jungle trekking. It was fun, and the tracks were quite challenging. The only sucky part was the leeches. So many bitten me, I don’t know why. I thought I had 2.then today when I was watching the tv, I saw another red mark. Then only I realized I got sucked 3 times. =s Among all the jungle treks I went I enjoyed this the most. Maybe it is because of the company.There were some funny memories also. The whole trek was kinda hilarious at times. *smirk*

I really enjoyed the whole camp, although at times it was really boring at times. It was a good gateaway from all my problems. I really thank everyone for it. *looking with watery eyes*. It was a blast.

After the camp, we went out for dinner. My mom was not exactly keen of the idea though, but she was kinda cool about it when I came home though. Thank goodness.

Ever since i finished my exam on Friday,i was seldom at home until today.Everyday going out.Yesterday was a very tiring day.I was in CW the whole day,from 8.30am to 6pm.Then i came home,showered,ate and slept for a pathetic 10 minutes,and went to Sg Wang to celebrate Ren's birthday and blade.It has been a long time since i actually roller-bladed.I think the last time i baded was when i was in primary.Even Jill and Sheel last bladed when they were in primary.We dropped blading and started to ice-skate when we were in secondary.So yesterday it felt quite weird without the ice.

Ren's invitation was in a very weird way.It started with a message saying,"Are you coming tonight?"I was seriously confused,thinking she messaged the wrong person.I replied,"Huh?What's happening to night?" ""My birthday" Then i was more confused,because Jill told me Ren was throwing a birthday party on Friday.Takkan the message delayed by 3 days. "Hmm...what birthday?Im confused" "Didnt you get my message?" "No." I think she wanted to vomit blood by then(If it was Sam she sure vomit blood already!)I was extremely blur by then.Lolz.Sorry for that, i was extremely tired then.And the part where someone started sending me forwarded message in Chinese doesnt really help alot.

But it was fun roller-blading AGAIN.Making me miss my blades now, currently buried somewhere in the store.=s

Talking about smokers (after reading Fern's blog), i realise i can be quite mean to them.I saw this cigarrete packet lying on the table in someone's room and I quickly took the packet and hid it.I wanted to throw the whole packet in the dustbin at first,but i felt bad.So i left it on the table outside his room.The guy was finding everywhere for his packet,even under the bed.Serene and I were trying to refrain from laughing.He looked at me and said,"I know you took it,you never liked me smoking". I tried giving my innocent look but i guess i am just bad in it.He knew.But i was fun though,looking at him finding for his packet.=p You all should try that,at least they would not smoke in front of you.

I didnt know it was an unwritten rules that u always update ur blog.*sigh*

Lolz.I jz read Sam's blog.This is what we call desperate.And to say last time she wasnt the type who watch english series movies.Now she have a craze over it.But u gotta admit,Heroes is addictive.So is Prison Break.These are the two must watch movie.If you missed it,u r losing out.

I shall just give a short update about what happened lately since im tired already.

I have been driving to college since i got my license.And it is under no supervision.I wont say i sucked at driving,neither wont i brag about my skills.After i few times of almost-accidents,i am becoming more scared and sceptical about my driving skills.But my parents seem to have more faith in my skills than i am(i think).Which is really weird,seeing that normally it works the other way.

A week ago,i was buried under the books,wait not books but piles of past mid-year exam papers,getting ready for my mid yr exams.The week was a long and tiring week, but i survived.Unfortunately,my answers are screwed up.I did dumb and stupid mistakes.Im glad that week is over.I really need to have these two weeks of Break.Although i still have tons of work to do,but ya beggers are no choosers.It is better than nothing.

I am now known as a banana.Great.I know chinese ok?I even know how to read and write,unlike a lot of real banana which i know =p And those people keep making fun of my chinese.I know i pronounciation is a little out,ok mayb a little more than little,fine it is out,but at least it is understandable.It reminded me when that time Sam asked me to read Shien Jean chinese test paper.Sam jz burst out of laughters.Am i that bad????I do have an english slang,but thats just it.

I will be having this short 3 days chinese crash course this weekend where i'll listen to nothing but chinese,speak nothing but chinese,from the 1st June to 3rd June.At Genting,down the mountain actually.Genting Permai.I have no idea where is it,i just know i wont be going to Highlands.Nooo.....It's been so long......

Pirates of the Carribean 3 was good.Considering the fact that i totally forgot Pirates 1 and didnt even watch Pirates 2,i was not that confused after the show.Maybe it was cause i had Jill and Sam to fill me up.Although both of them were blur too."Eh why do they want Jack?", "Dunno,dont remember!" Fine,just accept it,and watch hot and sexy guys, and the fighting scenes.Surprisingly,it was humourous too.I had fun that day.I went to the arcade after how many ages ago.My rock-fever skills totally went down the drain.It was disastrous. I cant even play the simplest song.But im glad that my shooting and racing skills are still there.I managed to pass area 1 for Time crisis 3 without feeding the machines with tokens.Yay!!!Racing skills werent as good though.I keep crashing into Sam's car.Sam's machine had a little problem.So her car werent moving.Then whenever i banged into her car,she would quickly drive the car,hoping it would start moving.It was hillarious looking at her.

That's all for now.I gotta sleep,i have to wake up at 8.On a SUNDAY.Imagine!